siento q me faltan pedazos.
like an old rag doll.
missing a tooth.
worn out cloth.
missing patches of hair.
broken and stiched back all together agian bymyself. like always.


i feel so ugly
i dont wanna show the sun my unbeauty portait.

i feel ugly not for what i see in the outside. but what i feel and percibe from the inside.

i just wanna fall down quitly and un heard from you

just to stop existing for once.

why is it that when i try to go to sleep my mind is turned on

i think i need to go to sleep. although i dont want to.